Getting Us Together

I was trying so hard to post only happy things but today(weekends are really hard) I was just really wanting to be with Dave. I have an underlying feeling that everything will turnout okay. So I decided to try a rent or lease to own, on my house, here in Stansbury. I got a few calls. One that seemed really promising, and was somewhat to good to be true. Longish story, but that is not going to happen. The possibility of this couple really being able to buy our house, at what they said they would buy it for is a long shot. I asked them for some more financial info, and they have not returned my calls, so I don't know if this is going to happen. (I just checked my email and sure enough they don't want to give me the info). Glad I listened to my friends in Cali, to double check everything!! Then this nice couple from Wyoming came and looked at my house. They are currently trying to see if they can qualify for a loan, to buy my house at a VERY low amount. Dave's words keeping ringing in my ears about taking a loss for the company, well lets just say that is inevitable in this market, unless we go with option keep the house. Which is somewhat feasible, but not really what would seem to be the best option. I keep trying to figure out why I want to keep one foot in Utah, when my husband is in California. I want, and need our family to be together. It is very hard to keep waiting and wondering when the light at the end of the tunnel is going to be reached. I really don't want to take a huge loss on the house. And if I hire a realtor we will walk away with less, than if I let it go at the really low price to the Wyoming couple. The rent to owners could have made the full payment and would take great care of the yard. But then this is going to happen now. I have been told to sell my house here, because I could buy another house in California and make up my loss in ten years. But I am not sure if buying a new house is the right thing to do either. We are having some issues with our new renter's and I am frankly tired of worrying about that house. Okay that is enough. Think positive thoughts. We don't lose anything if we don't sell our house and thank goodness we did not sell our house in California.